Our family takes the bible literally. They won't understand your poem. They will think you are actually turning into a butterfly before they'll understand that you are coming out to them.
I just don't know how to do it best. I don't wish to burn bridges but I do wish to be clear and final with it all. But also I don't want to be too blunt about things.
I met a man. Just to clarify, it was not romantic but he said something to me that I can't shake and I believe he was right. I must do this now or I'll never do it and how sad is that?
Well yes, he's ridiculously handsome but that was just my curse to bear. It wasn't his looks, it was the way he spoke.
He told me that I could be wanted. And it is a small thing to say but we were talking a lot and... maybe I want that. To be wanted by someone and loved by someone. Maybe books aren't enough.
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It's all metaphors.
I barely know what you are trying to say and I KNOW what you are trying to say.
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I wanted to go for casual and friendly with a hint of artistic expression.
Hence my poem.
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Our family takes the bible literally. They won't understand your poem. They will think you are actually turning into a butterfly before they'll understand that you are coming out to them.
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I just don't know how to do it best. I don't wish to burn bridges but I do wish to be clear and final with it all. But also I don't want to be too blunt about things.
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Well, mostly, yes.
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Have you thought about a very simple note? Maybe set yourself a word limit.
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I want to do it this week. I set myself a deadline. By the weekend.
I wish to be out by then. In every sense of that phrase.
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Why the sudden rush? I welcome it. I'm surprised, however.
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I don't know exactly.
I met a man. Just to clarify, it was not romantic but he said something to me that I can't shake and I believe he was right. I must do this now or I'll never do it and how sad is that?
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What did he say?
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He told me that I could be wanted. And it is a small thing to say but we were talking a lot and... maybe I want that. To be wanted by someone and loved by someone. Maybe books aren't enough.
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Someone like you should have someone. I agree with that.
Loneliness kills slowly.
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And if he is this cruel, I don't think I like him much.
This God, he would not love you. And therefore, I would... not love him either.
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Look what he's done to you.
Stop believing in what makes you miserable, Aziraphale. You were always such an optimist. Always smiling. Believe in what makes you happy.
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If I was daring and brave, if I was impulsive, if I no longer have God on my side - will I still be loved, dear brother?
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If love is conditional, it's worthless. Worse than that. If love is conditional, it takes a toll on you.
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I am rewriting my letter now. Can I send it to you again?
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Send it. Keep it brief.
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I'm afraid I'm too queer to remain here.
I will not come back.
Please don't contact me.
Aziraphale.
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When are you coming over?
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If I don't do it now, I never will.
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I can be there in half an hour.
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