Ooh, each morning I get up I die a little

[heavenforsake]

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[heavensake]

I sometimes wonder if I'm not strong enough. If this is a test and I am failing. But I do not think God could be this cruel.

And if he is this cruel, I don't think I like him much.

This God, he would not love you. And therefore, I would... not love him either.

[liquidsky]

If God is real, he can fuck off.

Look what he's done to you.

Stop believing in what makes you miserable, Aziraphale. You were always such an optimist. Always smiling. Believe in what makes you happy.

[heavensake]

I believe in love. Love is beautiful and good, no matter what people say.

If I was daring and brave, if I was impulsive, if I no longer have God on my side - will I still be loved, dear brother?

[liquidsky]

I don't love you for God's sake. Nobody worth your notice does.

If love is conditional, it's worthless. Worse than that. If love is conditional, it takes a toll on you.

[heavensake]

I never loved you with condition. I always loved you.

I am rewriting my letter now. Can I send it to you again?

[liquidsky]

You are a rarity.

Send it. Keep it brief.

[heavensake]

Dear family,

I'm afraid I'm too queer to remain here.
I will not come back.
Please don't contact me.

Aziraphale.

[liquidsky]

Perfection.

When are you coming over?

[heavensake]

Is tonight too late?

If I don't do it now, I never will.

[liquidsky]

Do you need me to pick you up?

I can be there in half an hour.

1/?

[heavensake]

Half an hour. Yes. Yes, I can do that

2/?

[heavensake]

actually, no, changed my mind

too soon

[heavensake]

NO NO PLEASE COME

I PUT THE NOTE ON THE FRIDGE!

done

[heavensake]

I am definitely ready now.

[liquidsky]

I'll be outside with my car.

You should wait there.

[heavensake]

I'm outside. I packed. I'm ready.