thearrangement | Ooh, each morning I get up I die a little

Not romantic. I see. Was it a handsome man, by any chance?

What did he say?

Well yes, he's ridiculously handsome but that was just my curse to bear. It wasn't his looks, it was the way he spoke.

He told me that I could be wanted. And it is a small thing to say but we were talking a lot and... maybe I want that. To be wanted by someone and loved by someone. Maybe books aren't enough.

There's something exhilarating about being wanted for who you are and what you're choosing to express.

Someone like you should have someone. I agree with that.

Loneliness kills slowly.

I sometimes wonder if I'm not strong enough. If this is a test and I am failing. But I do not think God could be this cruel.

And if he is this cruel, I don't think I like him much.

This God, he would not love you. And therefore, I would... not love him either.

If God is real, he can fuck off.

Look what he's done to you.

Stop believing in what makes you miserable, Aziraphale. You were always such an optimist. Always smiling. Believe in what makes you happy.

I believe in love. Love is beautiful and good, no matter what people say.

If I was daring and brave, if I was impulsive, if I no longer have God on my side - will I still be loved, dear brother?

I don't love you for God's sake. Nobody worth your notice does.

If love is conditional, it's worthless. Worse than that. If love is conditional, it takes a toll on you.