heavensake: (lover boy)

[personal profile] heavensake 2023-04-09 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, I had a stack of books but we have no lights in the house and the candles are only for service so ... I've been getting very into meditation. It's, uh, it's nice. It's my new thing." Which was that when the sun set at 7ish, he lay on his bed and tried to think positively and talk to God. Mostly he was asking why he had to be cold and in the dark lately. And why, oh why, had he been doomed to be in love with a boy like this? He was in love with Crowley. Anthony J Crowley.

He was madly, stupidly in love with Anthony J Crowley.

Why was God testing him? Probably because of his weak will. Probably become he ate another pocky and kissed the boyfriend he shouldn't even have. Aziraphale decided it was best to not eat any more, making small distance and shaking his head at the next offer because it was unwise to damn himself two fold in one day. "As you say, not much going on around here, is there?"
heavensake: (we can do the tango)

[personal profile] heavensake 2023-04-09 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't know." Guilt spiral and all, it was making it hard to think of doing anything but then, the fear of Crowley being out without him was also looming in his head too. What if he went out to a party again or something? Went out with Felix, that stupid alpha gay with his tight jeans and boldness. He was out and he had no fears, he was handsome too and yesterday, in math class, he gave Crowley a pencil. And Crowley chewed that pencil.

They basically kissed! And if he wasn't kissing Crowley, he might be kissing someone else. Like tight pants Felix. And look, Crowley was frowning. That judgement frown. Crowley would get sick of him and go off with all the other handsome gays in town if he didn't do something fast.

"We could go to the park!" Okay, maybe he yelled that a little loud but he was not willing to be defeated. "Go to that one bench we like. Near the ducks!" Aziraphale tried, desperate to make it seem exciting so Crowley wouldn't want to go to some ... gay burlesque evening or whatever. "If it rains, there's always the bandstand! I could bring something fun for us to do. We could -- oh! I have travel uno." Exciting stuff.
heavensake: (set my alarm)

[personal profile] heavensake 2023-04-09 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't want to be boring. It will improve when I go to university, I know it will. Then I'll have my own place and we can--can hang. As it were." If he got lucky and could go to university. As it stood, odds were not good but he was hoping he got good GCSES and then A levels and then university. Then he could have people over. And that was like what 3-4 years. Tops. Not bad, in the grand scheme of things. "I could go to the centre with you this weekend too. The shopping place. I don't have money but we could browse."

He bet Felix had money. He looked like he had money. He could take Crowley shopping, buy him a nice latte or something. He couldn't buy him a latte, he didn't have the money. And he didn't like coffee - well, he hadn't tried it. He was banned from caffeine. It was a drug, after all.

He smiled and leaned into the touch, just happy that Crowley was willing to pretend but he didn't want him to have to. He wanted to actually give him a good time. "I like holding hands. Being with you. Kissing. I like your one hoodie, the black one with the--the flames? You know. That one is nice. Soft. I like when you hold me and you're wearing it." Dear God, how red did he get? Why did he always go red, it was so embarrassing!! He wanted to be a sexy, confident gay but here he was - a dumb tomato.
heavensake: (just for two)

[personal profile] heavensake 2023-04-09 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh. Well. Okay. Okay, yes, I will. I certainly will." Aziraphale smiled, a great big beaming smile, and then the bell rang out, warning them that class was going to start up soon. "Well, time for English, I suppose. I hate that we don't have class together these days." Aziraphale was in top set for everything and Crowley had, over the years, slowly sauntered downwards to the lower sets. So he could share with Felix and the like. He hated it. He had managed to get himself a set lower in math so they could share one class but he was still so mortified and guilty over it.

"Do you want to walk home today? I can wait for you. Even if you have detention." It was better to sit on a bench than go home early without some Crowley time. "Do you -- do you have detention?" He was always disappointed that Crowley was a bad boy but it was... thrilling. Sexy. Kind of. Sometimes.
heavensake: (gently play on your heart strings)

[personal profile] heavensake 2023-04-09 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"... Oh." That was a thing that just happened. A kiss. A very proper, lovely kiss that flustered him so hard that he couldn't move for a few moments, dumbstruck by the kiss. It was a nice kiss. Bold, playful, romantic - hopefully. It was, wasn't it? Was it?! Or was it a play to distract him or cover something up or -- why was he down that trail of thought?! It was Crowley! He shook himself out of it and smiled awkwardly at Crowley.

"Yes, yes! Definitely. Erm, outside at 3.20pm. I'll wait by the gates. I'll -- I'll think of you." He called out for -- for some reason he could not say. Think of him? What? Why? What was he? An old lady reminiscing. Urgh. "See you soon!"