"Big part of your life, so it makes sense. You sound a bit like Holden, he's a friend of mine. He grew up Catholic, he wanted to be a priest for a while." Which maybe Holden still wanted to be? Crowley wasn't sure, though he thought perhaps it was better not to become a priest when so clearly in love with someone, but what did he know? "I like the idea of love, but I don't think I believe anyone's loving me from afar."
He certainly never felt that had shone through much in his life. "Love's not always a good thing either. Gets to be toxic quite often." And the love God seemed to have appeared to fall into that category frequently. "But there's things you can get from the world, Aziraphale. We'll get cake, for one thing. And now we're getting sushi."
Which was indeed placed in front of them just then, as their sake was poured again as well. "Enjoy."
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He certainly never felt that had shone through much in his life. "Love's not always a good thing either. Gets to be toxic quite often." And the love God seemed to have appeared to fall into that category frequently. "But there's things you can get from the world, Aziraphale. We'll get cake, for one thing. And now we're getting sushi."
Which was indeed placed in front of them just then, as their sake was poured again as well. "Enjoy."