"I suppose I just think that it's comforting to imagine someone who could be involved in your life from afar and love you no matter what. Even with your mistakes and flaws. I think the concept is something that could be beneficial to people, whether or not it's real. It's sort of like - love personified." And as someone who planned to never really date or find love, had no affection from his parents and no real friends, the concept of unconditional love from afar was very comforting.

"In the end, it was an easy decision. I didn't do it for myself. God knows, I don't think there's much from the world I can really get these days but I did it because I don't want people to a part of something so negative. People who see God as punishment and use it to hurt others." It just seemed so wrong.

He sighed and looked away, feeling a little awkward. "Sorry to ramble on, it's not the most interesting. All these years and I still find a way to talk about religion of all things. I'm so sorry!"