He almost missed the yelling. He couldn't handle that. Calling him angel, saying how much he missed him, looking so sincere. Aziraphale didn't think he could hurt this much - he didn't want to let Crowley down again, not in that way but what else could he do? He was an idiot but he was an idiot in a mess that he had to stick with. And this was better. Crowley didn't deserve to suffer with an idiot like him, he deserved to live without him.
"You are too kind." He knew he was lying but it was nice. Kind words were something he felt lacking in these days and he wondered if it was really true. Like always? He didn't know he had ever looked 'gorgeous'.
Looking down, he swallowed hard. He hated this. He really hated it. He wanted to move back but he had cornered himself.
"I know I left things badly but I did what was right. There was no future, I'm afraid. I'm -- I'm still with the church and-and that is where I belong. And you, well, you don't... do you?" Never. Crowley wasn't one of them. He was an 'outsider'.
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"You are too kind." He knew he was lying but it was nice. Kind words were something he felt lacking in these days and he wondered if it was really true. Like always? He didn't know he had ever looked 'gorgeous'.
Looking down, he swallowed hard. He hated this. He really hated it. He wanted to move back but he had cornered himself.
"I know I left things badly but I did what was right. There was no future, I'm afraid. I'm -- I'm still with the church and-and that is where I belong. And you, well, you don't... do you?" Never. Crowley wasn't one of them. He was an 'outsider'.